I retrace my path of yesterdays, a step and two and three
At the edge of where the ocean comes to land
And where my heart is free…
*
I pause in awestruck wonder…
An enormous hourglass of wood and clearest crystal
Suspended above the terra firma, afloat in a cloudy sky
I cannot see you within, my love
But, my heart knows you are there and I am lost in why…
*
The sands of a thousand days and more
Have flown and settled here one simple grain by one
*
A life they make, full and rich with much of this and that
Yet, as I stand outside of it and gaze at the towering mountain within….
*
I know in my very depths…
My love…he cannot breathe…
For the weight of it all upon him now, he has never any ease
*
The sands of time are closing in with each and every passing day
They tighten so about him
He cannot rest, or find his way
*
Infinitely it swirls upon itself letting not a single thing escape
My thoughts, they spiral in a pleading search
Hoping for an answer robed in grace
*
I am very small…whatever can I do…
*
Within my reach a gleaming sword stands ready
In silence does it wait
I fear it will be too much for me to wield
I fear I will fall short…
But, for my love
I choose and try
To take it firmly by the hilt
And raise it high
I swing with all I am
And although the glass is met…it trembles only slightly
Over and over I brandish the blade
Against the clear enclosure
Yet, to no avail…
Worn and weary…I fear that I have failed
I drop the steel,
Watching as it crashes to the ground
…my heart begins to weep…
…to cry without a sound…
*
This trap of holding time
How smooth and cold it is, and heavy with the world,
I close my eyes
While my fingers, feather soft reach forth in gentle touch…
And, with such as that, in less than a whisper
I hear the echo of a break begin…
A tiny fissure runs along the side…
*
What ray of hope is this!
*
One single grain of sand slips out
Racing through the air to solid earth
Another follows…and another still…
Until it becomes a healing stream of letting go…
*
The sandy scars of days that have been crushed upon each other
Swiftly fall away…
The rhythm of my heart begins to beat anew
As the melody of life does play
*
Soon enough the weight on him will lighten
My love will breathe once more
The morning air of a hopeful dawn
Fresh and simply pure
*
Time is neither linear or by a circle bound
*
One needn’t have an hourglass
To forever turn
And so command the moments
Within your heart to always burn
*
As the minutes and the hours fall
Joy and sorrow, both therein
We seek to collect them each around us
In a vain attempt to hold too many all at once
It is a fearful thing, this holding
And we begin to suffer from the force of it
*
Let the sand slip easily through
And come to rest where it belongs, upon an open shore
Caressed by tender winds
Kissed hungrily by ocean waves of evermore
*
If we would have breath to live
And heart to love
We cannot carry the entirety of our days
We were never asked to…
*
Like the sturdy world beneath our feet,
Moments are intended to hold Us…
Not us to hold them…
*
Mark the days if you must, my love
But only live them one by one
And let each of them gently go when their now is done…
*
Time was never meant to be contained within a glass
No matter how beautifully crafted it may be
*
So, I offer you this…
*
Gaze sweet and long into the endless ever blue
Warm yourself in the fire of the golden rising sun
Wish for wisdom from your guiding star
Dream deeply in the night for all the beauty yet to come
*
And last but mostly this, I hope for you to fly…
And breathe in ease and knowing love
I shall always be nearby…
****
ellie894 January 2, 2018
Beautiful words and message!
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Thank you! 😊🌷
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Beautiful!
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Thank you so much! 😊
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Simply magical each and every line
In awe of how this settles 🌻☀
Hoping your day has been beautiful
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So kind of you to take such care in reading, thank you🌷
I’m happy to know the thoughts sift through.
😊 well, at least some of this rainy cold day was spent in writing which is awfully nice.
Have a peaceful evening 🕊
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Rain often offers a chance to listen and write such thoughts. Sleep well 🌻
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yes, thank you 🌷
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Your beautiful words & image resonate on this second day of a brand new year…thank you for this tender and “timely” reminder!
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This one has taken a long while to write and tidy. So, thank you very much for your kind thoughts. I hope that all’s well with you and that the holidays had some sweet moments. Take care, suzanne ❤️
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I’m still wrapped in the magic of the season…
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Oh, that’s lovely 😊
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Beautifully spoken Suzanne. Really nicely done.
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Thank you kindly Bill. So happy that you enjoyed it. 🌷
It didn’t write easily 🙃
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It was wonderful! Have a great day!
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Thank you! You too !
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😊
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My response to “If you would have a heart to love” is that I saw the speaker of the poem pick up the sword, and my mind rushed to her smashing the hourglass. I wanted so badly for her to smash that hourglass. As she says, “Time was never meant to be contained within a glass.”
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Oh! I confess I hoped for that too! This image was so strong when it found me. It’s taken a week to sort it out. That sense that we try to hold too much. It stops us from living. I love your comment, so thoughtful. Thank you Liz!
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Nicely written !
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Thank you! 😊
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I caught something Arthurian in this (the Lady of the Lake). Also there was a touch of Longfellow. Nice stuff.
Thanks for the like on mine.
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Oh, I could see that. What a nice comment, thank you for reading with thought. Very kind of you. 😊
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Wonderfully loving words, a delight to read!
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Thank you so very much! 😊
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what a loving way to start 2019 ❤
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Thank you, may yours be full of beautiful moments 😊❤️
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Soulful
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Thank you 😊
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How absolutely, stunningly written, i am in awe. Ive experienced your emotion and read it twice. 💐🌺🌸
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Thank you Kavitha. Your kind thoughts touch my heart. I’m so happy you enjoyed it. Take care, suzanne 😊❤️
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A promise, hope, peace, and breaking prisons with a gentle touch instead of a blow…phenomenal.
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Thank you dearly Kris. I know how you love reading. Your beautiful thoughts mean so much to me. 😊❤️
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smiling.
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Wow! This is an a solutely amazing poem. What a gift you have. Iwill come back and read it again to savour it. You are just one amazing piet. Please keep writing and posting ellie. X
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Dear Lorraine, you have touched my heart this morning with your beautiful encouragement. Thank you so very much…xx
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You are so very welcome. Much love to you x
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And mine to you x
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Smiles
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As the only reader of my blog – these words in particular ring so true:
“And last but mostly this, I hope for you to fly…
And breathe in ease and knowing love
I shall always be nearby…”
😄🙏
Thanks again.
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FK, you made me smile so big this morning! Thank you!
Your sharing is a delight. The beautiful sense of time and the care in the way we mark it for ourselves. Only yesterday I learned about the HV scale…and how stainless steel isn’t nearly as hard as I thought it was. 🙃. Who knew? And by the way, I love the photos you run down the side as one reads. They’re quite beautiful.
Take care my friend 😊⏱
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Beautifully written. Loved the sentiments.
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Thank you Andrew, that means a lot 🌷
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Beautiful 🙂
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Thank you 😊
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wondrous my dear friend.
peace ✌
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Thank you dear Azfal. Take care 🌷
Peace 🕊
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warmest wishes dear friend …
peace ✌
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thank you…it’s good to hear from you 😊
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same here 🤗
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✌️🌷
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Beautifully penned and expressed Suzanne 🙂
I just love how the words rolled to the mind like wind in a field, really lovely 🙂
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With very warm thanks Rory. 😊
I’m glad that you found it to be so, such a beautiful comment…thank you 🌷
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Absolute pleasure Suzanne 🙂
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Reblogged this on A Guy Called Bloke and K9 Doodlepip! and commented:
Suzanne’s words and as such this poem speak to you in many many ways – an absolte must read.
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I’m humbled that you would deem it worthy of sharing. Thank you Rory 🌷
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Not at all, it’s truly beautiful and more need to see it 🙂
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That’s sooo very beautiful, Suzanne. Thank You! ❤️❤️❤️
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Thank you Katie! So happy you like it and thank you for the lovely thoughts. ❤️
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My pleasure, Suzanne! 🙂
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Thank you with doesn’t feel enough 🌷
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